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Its 'On distant shores'

And i found it nvm

Im looking for a specific harem visual novel, if anyone can help would be great Its about a guy that after his wife and child died he goes in this selfhating depression I believe he often had dreams about this women that is actually a demon, i believe her name starts with C or S There is this tenticle monster inside him that can influence his negative emotions The MC has to at some point choose between heaven or hell for something There is this girl that lives with her aunt or mother that has an important role in the future of all this The harem of the MC starts a religion about him at some point i think? MC also have this demon pet named Yubel i think The girl with the important future role sorta sees u like a father, and her grandmother is an angel The women (demon) that MC dreams of is at some point saved by these twin dolls or something that find her in these memories of a different life i think, and when they bring her to u she is a little girl, and at that moment some spell is undone that made the mc more attractive A woman in the harem is indian i think, and she can fight and is like your bodyguard or defender At some point people are being forgotten but there is a demon minion collecting them in feathers or something? Anyway i hope someone can help me find this vn Tnx in advance