Cant find vn that im looking for

[Locus]

Im looking for a specific harem visual novel, if anyone can help would be great

Its about a guy that after his wife and child died he goes in this selfhating depression

I believe he often had dreams about this women that is actually a demon, i believe her name starts with C or S 

There is this tenticle monster inside him that can influence his negative emotions

The MC has to at some point choose between heaven or hell for something

There is this girl that lives with her aunt or mother that has an important role in the future of all this

The harem of the MC starts a religion about him at some point i think?

MC also have this demon pet named Yubel i think

The girl with the important future role sorta sees u like a father, and her grandmother is an angel

The women (demon) that MC dreams of is at some point saved by these twin dolls or something that find her in these memories of a different life i think, and when they bring her to u she is a little girl, and at that moment some spell is undone that made the mc more attractive

A woman in the harem is indian i think, and she can fight and is like your bodyguard or defender

At some point people are being forgotten but there is a demon minion collecting them in feathers or something?

Anyway i hope someone can help me find this vn

Tnx in advance

[Locus]

And i found it nvm

[Locus]

Its 'On distant shores'