Fuwanovel Confessions

[Tyrael]

The suicide sheet:

Were you ever held hostage and tortured in a cellar for years?

 

- Yes; congratulations, you can kill yourself.

 

- No; That's fucking pathetic.

 

Is that a dutroux joke? If so, that's fucking tasteless dude

 

Confession: looking down upon people who already feel bad about themselves only makes you an even bigger asswipe, imo

 

edit: Honestly, from interacting with you Dice I figured you were a nice guy, but I guess I am just terrible at reading people as usual

[Kosakyun]

Confession: I also hold the opinion that suicide is stupid.

Sorry Tyreal.

 

Confession 2: I blame Skype for me not seeing Tyrael more often nowadays.

Fuck you Skype.

 

Confession 3: I forgot what I was supposed to put here.

[Tyrael]

Confession: I also hold the opinion that suicide is stupid.

Sorry Tyreal.

 

Confession 2: I blame Skype for me not seeing Tyrael more often nowadays.

Fuck you Skype.

 

Confession 3: I forgot what I was supposed to put here.

[Kosakyun]

I agree that suicide is stupid but so is life so ehh

 

;_;

Confession: Tyrael I'm so sorry I'm also the positive type.

[Flutterz]

Confession: Taco's new avatar freaks me out

 

Confession 2: The girl I confessed to a while ago from my student organisation eventually ended up quitting last week because she felt too uncomfortable around me

 

Confession 3: I've been having suicidal thoughts again ever since said girl told me she was quitting ...

Did she tell you she quit because she felt uncomfortable around you, or are you just guessing?

 

 

Confession: I also hold the opinion that suicide is stupid.

Confession: I don't, partly because I think the last thing a suicidal person needs is to be called pathetic or stupid by the people that want to help them.

[Kosakyun]

Confession: I don't, partly because I think the last thing a suicidal person needs is to be called pathetic or stupid by the people that want to help them.

 

Though it was suicide that I was referring to.

The people who try suicide are, imo, doing something wrong. Throwing a gift away. That's why suicide is stupid, for me.

[Flutterz]

Though it was suicide that I was referring to.

The people who try suicide are, imo, doing something wrong. Throwing a gift away. That's why suicide is stupid, for me.

What if the gift really, really sucks?

[Kurisu-Chan]

Saying things like suicide is bad, you throw your life or i don't know such optimistic crap is stupid, the only way to understand how a suicidar feels like, is to have been a suicidar in the past.

 

 

The only thing i can say to you Tyrael is that the wheel of life always turns, may it be in 1 year, 2 days, 30 years, one day, you'll achieve happiness. No matter what steps in your life, never, never stop fighting, because suicide may be the best solution now, but it's the the solution for your problems, the only answer to your problems is : abnegation, fighting back, never abandon, and continue your path, one day, you'll come to a branching path that'll take you to the true end, but the only way to achieve that, is to work, no matter how much you fail, no matter how much you are depressed, no matter what happens.

[Funyarinpa]

No man ever threw away life while it was worth keeping.

-David Hume (Essays on Suicide and the Immortality of the Soul)

[Kosakyun]

What if the gift really, really sucks?

 

Have you ever thrown away a gift?

[LinovaA]

Confession: I have had suicidal thoughts before, but I've never SERIOUSLY considered them. I get them every so often these days too.. However they are mostly in passing when I am really down, at which point I usually remind myself that I don't have any religious beliefs.. and I am too much of a coward to find out what comes after death early.

 

Edit: I am also extremely stubborn and also remind myself that it will probably get better. Even if it's another 2 years from that point.. it will get better SOMEDAY. xD

[Tyrael]

Did she tell you she quit because she felt uncomfortable around you, or are you just guessing?

 

She literally told me she felt like things were too awkward between us and it was making it impossible for her to keep contributing to the organisation. So she quit.

 

Saying things like suicide is bad, you throw your life or i don't know such optimistic crap is stupid, the only way to understand how a suicidar feels like, is to have been a suicidar in the past.

 

 

The only thing i can say to you Tyrael is that the wheel of life always turns, may it be in 1 year, 2 days, 30 years, one day, you'll achieve happiness. No matter what steps in your life, never, never stop fighting, because suicide may be the best solution now, but it's the the solution for your problems, the only answer to your problems is : abnegation, fighting back, never abandon, and continue your path, one day, you'll come to a branching path that'll take you to the true end, but the only way to achieve that, is to work, no matter how much you fail, no matter how much you are depressed, no matter what happens.

 

Thanks for the kind words but I have had several failed suicide attempts in the past already. I won't do it again because I have realized how much it would hurt my parents in the end (somehow, they still love a piece of shit like me... I guess it's a biological thing?)

However, I still have suicidal thoughts from time to time when shitty things happen and I get reminded of my past experiences with loneliness, rejection and bullying (which happens way more often than I'm willing to admit)

 

Confession: So yeah, I've had three failed suicide attempts so far

[Kurisu-Chan]

If you really meant that you're a worthless shit, you wouldn't have cared for your parents.

 

Bullying is really, really, really hard, and you can't forget somethng like that, you'll really need to find at least one friend, and one day, to have full trust of him, only like this you would quit this circle of destruction.

[Flutterz]

Have you ever thrown away a gift?

Sure I have, haven't you ever gotten a random gift from some distant relative that you didn't even begin to want?

 

Confession: I have had suicidal thoughts before, but I've never SERIOUSLY considered them. I get them every so often these days too.. However they are mostly in passing when I am really down, at which point I usually remind myself that I don't have any religious beliefs.. and I am too much of a coward to find out what comes after death early.

 

Edit: I am also extremely stubborn and also remind myself that it will probably get better. Even if it's another 2 years from that point.. it will get better SOMEDAY. xD

That's pretty much how I feel, but rather than being afraid to find out what happens after death I don't want to make my parents/grandparents sad... 

 

 

She literally told me she felt like things were too awkward between us and it was making it impossible for her to keep contributing to the organisation. So she quit.

[Kosakyun]

Sure I have, haven't you ever gotten a random gift from some distant relative that you didn't even begin to want?

 

I keep them. I don't consider if I want it or not.

So if they gave me panties, then lol.

 

All these suicide stuff is greatly depressing, and I guess I'll keep my opinion to myself.

Of course, Tyrael, I wouldn't advise you to continue your attempts. Sure it's easy to just go at it to relieve yourself of your problems, but is that truly the right thing? It's largely what they've been saying. It's not about yourself, if you think about it. It's the impact of your action on the people around you.

[Tyrael]

I keep them. I don't consider if I want it or not.

So if they gave me panties, then lol.

 

All these suicide stuff is greatly depressing, and I guess I'll keep my opinion to myself.

Of course, Tyrael, I wouldn't advise you to continue your attempts. Sure it's easy to just go at it to relieve yourself of your problems, but is that truly the right thing? It's largely what they've been saying. It's not about yourself, if you think about it. It's the impact of your action on the people around you.

 

As I said, I don't plan on doing anything any more because I know it won't solve anything. That doesn't stop me from having suicidal thoughts whenever I encounter something that reminds me of my past experiences (that's what 10 ish years of being bullied does to you, surprisingly )

 

Confession: Did I mention I'm seeing my shrink once a week now?

[Flutterz]

I keep them. I don't consider if I want it or not.

So if they gave me panties, then lol.

So if you don't throw any gifts away, if I send you several giant boxes of cheap sex toys you'll keep them?

[Yuuko]

So if you don't throw any gifts away, if I send you several giant boxes of cheap sex toys you'll keep them?

[Kosakyun]

So if you don't throw any gifts away, if I send you several giant boxes of cheap sex toys you'll keep them?

[Funyarinpa]

Kosaki will use them

[Flutterz]

This burn would melt those cheap sex toys

[Funyarinpa]

Melted cheap sex toys... totally doesn't sounds like a health hazard!

[Flutterz]

You can just pour 'em down the preferred hole (or stick your pole in it and wait for it to dry) 

[Tyrael]

Confession: this thread is spiraling out of control

[Kosakyun]

It always is.

Just like some people's lewdness.

 

Have I confessed that I'll be part of a recital that has a concert on May 18?