Fuwanovel Confessions

[TexasDice]

Thankfully, nobody will remember "bet-avatar Texas". Because there is no way I'm going to lose.

[Eclipsed]

6 hours ago, Fred the Barber said:

That's some good memory you've got there...

I was also Konomi Fred for a little while.

NGL, Ageha Fred was my favorite, and I just realized you're that same person

[Flutterz]

Confession: I don't even remember what anyone's previous avatar was, let alone what it was years ago.

[Eclipsed]

5 minutes ago, Flutterz said:

Confession: I don't even remember what anyone's previous avatar was, let alone what it was years ago.

Satsuki!!! Where you been?

[Flutterz]

44 minutes ago, Eclipsed said:

Satsuki!!! Where you been?

9 hours ago, Kenshin_sama said:

Can you turn off guild chat? If so, it might be worth it just to join a random guild as a ghost member.

No idea, but then I might get kicked >.>

[arakura]

14 hours ago, Flutterz said:

a decent amount

Lol.

[Nekolover]

On 7/5/2016 at 6:51 PM, Eclipsed said:

Step 1: Obtain Zero Escape: VLR watch

 

Step 2: Get ripped forearms like Sigma

 

Step 3: Convince onee-san to go to Real Zero Escape in LA with me

 

Step 4: Convince onee-san to cut hair short, and dye white

 

Step 5: Pray I don't get ganked by Clover

 

 

Who  Sigma ?

[Eclipsed]

The protagonist of Zero Escape: VLR where the watch was based on

[Kenshin_sama]

3 hours ago, Flutterz said:

No idea, but then I might get kicked >.>

I've never once seen anyone kicked from a guild just for not talking in it. People are usually only kicked for being inactive or acting stupid. Plus, if you're getting random guild invites on a constant basis, the incentive might only be to drive up numbers. I doubt they'll expect anything from you once you're actually in. Doesn't hurt to try.

[Fred the Barber]

4 hours ago, Eclipsed said:

NGL, Ageha Fred was my favorite, and I just realized you're that same person

Ageha is best girl, so it's unsurprising that Ageha Fred was best Fred. Unfortunately, you're stuck with this me now.

[Caio000]

Confession: I recognize who is who through your avatars more than though the nicknames and so when someone change the avatar I get confused who he is, for example, when @Dergonu changed his avatar to the current Illya image I was like "Err... Who is this guy?" then I read his nickname I was "Ooooh!!! It's that Dergonu person". The only exception is Flutterz because he always use a  image.

[Dergonu]

I love Illya

[Yuuko]

I love Miyu

[Dergonu]

I love Miyu too!

[Mr Poltroon]

Time to vent a bit. If you are uncomfortable with the themes of death, old age and I guess to some extent, Alzheimer's, read on, I'm sure you'll love this. 

My grandmother is at death's door. There's only so much pumping her full of medicine every day can do. This is the first time that I've had to deal with a family member getting too old, and the whole situation makes me rather sad. I remember she used to come by hour house every month and do the ironing. After a few years, though, she had an attack and hurt her leg. She became unable to walk without crutches and as a consequence became a bit depressed. She started wanting to do things like leaving the house to get a coffee or something, which was nice and healthy. But then life decided to add salt to the wound: the house she and my grandfather lived in was too old, so it had to be rebuilt. She went to live with some family which I guess was probably the healthiest she's been since then. When they finished rebuilding my grandparents' house, due to some mistake the house ended up with huge steps before the doorway, as opposed to the small ones they used to have. Since it was very hard for my grandmother to traverse them, she was now stuck in the house and got even more depressed. Of course, she insisted on living there with her husband anyway. One day, she might have fallen at home or something without telling anyone, and my grandfather didn't notice anything. So she wounded her back and it kep getting worse and worse and the pain was such that she had to go to the hospital. The wound was terrible and she had others, too. If nobody keeps watch on her, nobody will know if she hurts herself because she won't tell anyone. She kept complaining for being at the hospital, of course, but she finally went back home three days ago. A family member went by to visit and what did they find out? She was completely off her medication and had peed herself. She can't take care of herself anymore. She can't do much anymore. And my grandfather, who's even older than her, can't take care of her anymore. She's currently sick at the hospital and I'm not expecting her to come back.

The idea one is too sick to do anything and even live, hurts. Another family member who's in her 90's is still relatively healthy, able to cook, walk, use the bathroom, etc. She lives by herself although near family. Her memory's terrible though. She once was telling me a story and answering my questions and at some point she just looped back to the start.

 

[Kenshin_sama]

4 hours ago, Tiagofvarela said:

Time to vent a bit. If you are uncomfortable with the themes of death, old age and I guess to some extent, Alzheimer's, read on, I'm sure you'll love this. 

My grandmother is at death's door. There's only so much pumping her full of medicine every day can do. This is the first time that I've had to deal with a family member getting too old, and the whole situation makes me rather sad. I remember she used to come by hour house every month and do the ironing. After a few years, though, she had an attack and hurt her leg. She became unable to walk without crutches and as a consequence became a bit depressed. She started wanting to do things like leaving the house to get a coffee or something, which was nice and healthy. But then life decided to add salt to the wound: the house she and my grandfather lived in was too old, so it had to be rebuilt. She went to live with some family which I guess was probably the healthiest she's been since then. When they finished rebuilding my grandparents' house, due to some mistake the house ended up with huge steps before the doorway, as opposed to the small ones they used to have. Since it was very hard for my grandmother to traverse them, she was now stuck in the house and got even more depressed. Of course, she insisted on living there with her husband anyway. One day, she might have fallen at home or something without telling anyone, and my grandfather didn't notice anything. So she wounded her back and it kep getting worse and worse and the pain was such that she had to go to the hospital. The wound was terrible and she had others, too. If nobody keeps watch on her, nobody will know if she hurts herself because she won't tell anyone. She kept complaining for being at the hospital, of course, but she finally went back home three days ago. A family member went by to visit and what did they find out? She was completely off her medication and had peed herself. She can't take care of herself anymore. She can't do much anymore. And my grandfather, who's even older than her, can't take care of her anymore. She's currently sick at the hospital and I'm not expecting her to come back.

The idea one is too sick to do anything and even live, hurts. Another family member who's in her 90's is still relatively healthy, able to cook, walk, use the bathroom, etc. She lives by herself although near family. Her memory's terrible though. She once was telling me a story and answering my questions and at some point she just looped back to the start.

 

That's an awful story. I'm sorry to hear you're having to go through all that. It's not easy to see someone you know and love go through that kind of misery.

[Mr Poltroon]

58 minutes ago, Kenshin_sama said:

That's an awful story. I'm sorry to hear you're having to go through all that. It's not easy to see someone you know and love go through that kind of misery.

I don't have to deal with the brunt of it, nor do I know her too well. My parents are the ones who really have it hard yet deal with it seemingly well. I suppose when it's my parents' turn I'll have this experience under my belt.

[Shikomizue]

6 hours ago, Tiagofvarela said:

Time to vent a bit. If you are uncomfortable with the themes of death, old age and I guess to some extent, Alzheimer's, read on, I'm sure you'll love this. 

My grandmother is at death's door. There's only so much pumping her full of medicine every day can do. This is the first time that I've had to deal with a family member getting too old, and the whole situation makes me rather sad. I remember she used to come by hour house every month and do the ironing. After a few years, though, she had an attack and hurt her leg. She became unable to walk without crutches and as a consequence became a bit depressed. She started wanting to do things like leaving the house to get a coffee or something, which was nice and healthy. But then life decided to add salt to the wound: the house she and my grandfather lived in was too old, so it had to be rebuilt. She went to live with some family which I guess was probably the healthiest she's been since then. When they finished rebuilding my grandparents' house, due to some mistake the house ended up with huge steps before the doorway, as opposed to the small ones they used to have. Since it was very hard for my grandmother to traverse them, she was now stuck in the house and got even more depressed. Of course, she insisted on living there with her husband anyway. One day, she might have fallen at home or something without telling anyone, and my grandfather didn't notice anything. So she wounded her back and it kep getting worse and worse and the pain was such that she had to go to the hospital. The wound was terrible and she had others, too. If nobody keeps watch on her, nobody will know if she hurts herself because she won't tell anyone. She kept complaining for being at the hospital, of course, but she finally went back home three days ago. A family member went by to visit and what did they find out? She was completely off her medication and had peed herself. She can't take care of herself anymore. She can't do much anymore. And my grandfather, who's even older than her, can't take care of her anymore. She's currently sick at the hospital and I'm not expecting her to come back.

The idea one is too sick to do anything and even live, hurts. Another family member who's in her 90's is still relatively healthy, able to cook, walk, use the bathroom, etc. She lives by herself although near family. Her memory's terrible though. She once was telling me a story and answering my questions and at some point she just looped back to the start.

 

I'm not entirely sure what to say about this. I've never lost a family member I knew myself. All I can say is, good luck, hope you and your family make it through this.

32 minutes ago, Tiagofvarela said:

I don't have to deal with the brunt of it, nor do I know her too well. My parents are the ones who really have it hard yet deal with it seemingly well. I suppose when it's my parents' turn I'll have this experience under my belt.

The keyword there is seemingly, some people (like myself) try to keep the pain away from others so as not to upset or worry them. Unfortunately, that can make it hurt more.

Maybe try and console them a bit? Though, that's entirely up to you, as I have no idea what they're like.

[Mr Poltroon]

1 hour ago, Shikomizue said:

I'm not entirely sure what to say about this. I've never lost a family member I knew myself. All I can say is, good luck, hope you and your family make it through this.

Nah, we're all gonna commit mass suicide every time a family member dies. You see how stupid that sounds? Of course we're going to make it. My parents' grandparents died before my parents' parents and everyone survived until now. Death is an entirely natural thing and it happens to everyone, including you and your family. The main issue is how I used to think dying from old age was best, but I was clearly clueless.

1 hour ago, Shikomizue said:

 

The keyword there is seemingly, some people (like myself) try to keep the pain away from others so as not to upset or worry them. Unfortunately, that can make it hurt more.

Maybe try and console them a bit? Though, that's entirely up to you, as I have no idea what they're like.

You're incorrect. They do keep the pain bottled up, yes, but they're not trying to hide it, they're saving it for the funeral, as it truly is pointless to depress now. Do they need consolation? Perhaps, but not from an insensitive bastard like myself, surely.

[Fred the Barber]

7 hours ago, Tiagofvarela said:

Time to vent a bit. If you are uncomfortable with the themes of death, old age and I guess to some extent, Alzheimer's, read on, I'm sure you'll love this. 

My grandmother is at death's door. There's only so much pumping her full of medicine every day can do. This is the first time that I've had to deal with a family member getting too old, and the whole situation makes me rather sad. I remember she used to come by hour house every month and do the ironing. After a few years, though, she had an attack and hurt her leg. She became unable to walk without crutches and as a consequence became a bit depressed. She started wanting to do things like leaving the house to get a coffee or something, which was nice and healthy. But then life decided to add salt to the wound: the house she and my grandfather lived in was too old, so it had to be rebuilt. She went to live with some family which I guess was probably the healthiest she's been since then. When they finished rebuilding my grandparents' house, due to some mistake the house ended up with huge steps before the doorway, as opposed to the small ones they used to have. Since it was very hard for my grandmother to traverse them, she was now stuck in the house and got even more depressed. Of course, she insisted on living there with her husband anyway. One day, she might have fallen at home or something without telling anyone, and my grandfather didn't notice anything. So she wounded her back and it kep getting worse and worse and the pain was such that she had to go to the hospital. The wound was terrible and she had others, too. If nobody keeps watch on her, nobody will know if she hurts herself because she won't tell anyone. She kept complaining for being at the hospital, of course, but she finally went back home three days ago. A family member went by to visit and what did they find out? She was completely off her medication and had peed herself. She can't take care of herself anymore. She can't do much anymore. And my grandfather, who's even older than her, can't take care of her anymore. She's currently sick at the hospital and I'm not expecting her to come back.

The idea one is too sick to do anything and even live, hurts. Another family member who's in her 90's is still relatively healthy, able to cook, walk, use the bathroom, etc. She lives by herself although near family. Her memory's terrible though. She once was telling me a story and answering my questions and at some point she just looped back to the start.

 

I can empathize; I've been through that with all four of my grandparents, at various times over the last twenty years. It sucks, and it's going to be a lot harder on you than it was for me most of those times, since I was a lot younger and less aware.

Hang in there, buddy.

[TexasDice]

13 hours ago, Dergonu said:

I love Illya

11 hours ago, Kiriririri said:

I love Miyu

11 hours ago, Dergonu said:

I love Miyu too!

 

[Dergonu]

Just now, TexasDice said:

 

 

[Flutterz]

Confession: Illya is second best after Kud

[Darklord Rooke]

11 hours ago, Tiagofvarela said:

Time to vent a bit. If you are uncomfortable with the themes of death, old age and I guess to some extent, Alzheimer's, read on, I'm sure you'll love this. 

My grandmother is at death's door. There's only so much pumping her full of medicine every day can do. This is the first time that I've had to deal with a family member getting too old, and the whole situation makes me rather sad. I remember she used to come by hour house every month and do the ironing. After a few years, though, she had an attack and hurt her leg. She became unable to walk without crutches and as a consequence became a bit depressed. She started wanting to do things like leaving the house to get a coffee or something, which was nice and healthy. But then life decided to add salt to the wound: the house she and my grandfather lived in was too old, so it had to be rebuilt. She went to live with some family which I guess was probably the healthiest she's been since then. When they finished rebuilding my grandparents' house, due to some mistake the house ended up with huge steps before the doorway, as opposed to the small ones they used to have. Since it was very hard for my grandmother to traverse them, she was now stuck in the house and got even more depressed. Of course, she insisted on living there with her husband anyway. One day, she might have fallen at home or something without telling anyone, and my grandfather didn't notice anything. So she wounded her back and it kep getting worse and worse and the pain was such that she had to go to the hospital. The wound was terrible and she had others, too. If nobody keeps watch on her, nobody will know if she hurts herself because she won't tell anyone. She kept complaining for being at the hospital, of course, but she finally went back home three days ago. A family member went by to visit and what did they find out? She was completely off her medication and had peed herself. She can't take care of herself anymore. She can't do much anymore. And my grandfather, who's even older than her, can't take care of her anymore. She's currently sick at the hospital and I'm not expecting her to come back.

The idea one is too sick to do anything and even live, hurts. Another family member who's in her 90's is still relatively healthy, able to cook, walk, use the bathroom, etc. She lives by herself although near family. Her memory's terrible though. She once was telling me a story and answering my questions and at some point she just looped back to the start.

Yeah, no steps for older people dude. Their joints stiffen up and they have trouble getting up or down. Should have turned it into a ramp or something.

But they also make a habit of going off meds if they feel like a burden. My Grandmother died a while ago from kidney problems because she tried to make her medication last longer.

Older people generally need more care. My neighbour growing up was a former farmer, fit as anything, until the day he wasn't fit as anything and could no longer look after himself. It was fine while his daughter was alive because she'd always visit and take care of him, because his son didn't really care. Once she died, he shipped him off to a home and rented out the house. It's very sad, but you need to take care of your grandparents.

[Flutterz]

Confession: It took me a while, but I finally finished Breaking Bad