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The guys from FSG are such trolls. :sachi: 

Anyways thanks for all your advices. Apparently she told me yesterday that she held me so close since I am like her hero who saved her from the darkness :michiru:

That made me feel bad about telling her about the friendzoning thingy, I think I will wait till we meet next month irl and just tell her out straight, face to face. That's the least I can do to respect her , I can't do it by texting. Unless I am just jumping to conclusions and she didn't mean to give me signs like these (this is a very weak possibility but it's still a possibility). I will try to be friends with her after that although it's unlikely , as someone who got rejected before, it's hard to live with the other side as friends and laugh again. Confessing/Giving signs is a double-edged sword. Really. You might take ur friendship to the other level or degrade it and destroy it into nothingness. 

 

 

I guess I can ask hsms this: how would you feel if that girl still pursues you romantically even if you clearly friendzone her? Will you be able to appreciate the friendship? What will you do?

There are limits to how persistent a human can be so this is highly unlikely. However if I do think of it, what I would do is actually appreciate the friendship while keep mentioning that we are just friends from time to time. 

 

 

This is unnecessary rant so you can ignore it:

And basically I know we should be over this, but the whole thingy about my crush still gets to me so I don't feel like I have any feelings for any girl atm. At some point, I was actually going to give this girl signs that I actually am ok with a relationship and love her but felt that this was cruel because simply I want a girl to make me forget about my crush and a part of it was out of pity as I don't want her to feel what I feel if she actually has feelings for me. I feel disturbed in terms of my feelings to the degree that I want my senior year to start already and make me super busy so I don't think about anything.

 

 

Confession: For the last few posts from hsmsful in this thread, the tone of his post has perfectly matched his grumpy Tohsaka avatar's expression, and it amuses me endlessly.

 

:D I think this is basically the best expression to describe me and my speeches most of the time 

Posted

So I was just driving and some guy got mad at me and started trailing me.

Confession: I thought of how fun it would be if he tailed me home and tried to enter my house. Legally handicapping people isn't something you get to do every day :kosame:

Posted

 

I take full responsibility for my 2D children!

 

Sounds like a cheap junkfood restaurant at the border.

 

Texas Dice sounds like a cheap casino where people get shot about every 5 hours.  :sachi:

Really, what I'm trying to say is, Texas is just a bad place.

Posted

Confession: This was so dumb I started giggling to myself like an idiot.  My dog came over and looked at me like I was insane.

Confession: I'm not sure if I should be happy or not lol

Posted

Had another appointment with my psychologist today, and it turned out really well. Now I feel like I'm almost ready to start working again. She's gonna try to set me up with some counseling to find a job that won't stress me out as much as my previous ones had. I'm really awful when it comes to multitasking and dealing with customers, so it's sorta difficult for me to find suitable work that doesn't require me going through college. One possibility is for me to work inventory at a store or something, but I'd still like to see what other options are there for me. I've also talked over a few things regarding how my mom affects my will to work, but I think it's possible that that has been resolved already. You see, there's been this phase where she takes so much money from my pay and blows it off on toys for my sister, expensive dining, etc, and I rarely got to look forward to buying anything that wasn't dirt cheap. We had this talk a while ago, but she has been holding back on her spending so that I can actually buy stuff, lol. Her social security income has gone up recently too, so that should alleviate things for me quite a bit, lol. And once we've moved out of my aunt's house, I'll be relieved of yet another stress and get that much closer to my ideal mental health. Once I've gotten to that point, I'll start thinking about college. I'll be getting in touch with someone soon to find out what my GI Bill entitlements are.

 

So yeah, I'm happy as hell right now! :mare:

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Had another appointment with my psychologist today, and it turned out really well. Now I feel like I'm almost ready to start working again. She's gonna try to set me up with some counseling to find a job that won't stress me out as much as my previous ones had. I'm really awful when it comes to multitasking and dealing with customers, so it's sorta difficult for me to find suitable work that doesn't require me going through college. One possibility is for me to work inventory at a store or something, but I'd still like to see what other options are there for me. I've also talked over a few things regarding how my mom affects my will to work, but I think it's possible that that has been resolved already. You see, there's been this phase where she takes so much money from my pay and blows it off on toys for my sister, expensive dining, etc, and I rarely got to look forward to buying anything that wasn't dirt cheap. We had this talk a while ago, but she has been holding back on her spending so that I can actually buy stuff, lol. Her social security income has gone up recently too, so that should alleviate things for me quite a bit, lol. And once we've moved out of my aunt's house, I'll be relieved of yet another stress and get that much closer to my ideal mental health. Once I've gotten to that point, I'll start thinking about college. I'll be getting in touch with someone soon to find out what my GI Bill entitlements are.

 

So yeah, I'm happy as hell right now! :mare:

 

Hang in there!  ^_^

Posted

Confession: An online friend I've known for years (as in never met in person), with whom I had a mutual love gag going (I thought it was a joke and went along, but was never 100% sure) just confessed to me that she used to have a small crush on me.

 

I...

 

I...

 

I... have never felt so special.

Posted

 

Confession: I was almost sober enough to leave the FSG, but then a bottle hit my knee. Or sumthing like that. Gulp, gulp. 

 

Confession: Having internal debate about best girl in Persona 4 G again. My first play through a few years ago, I was Yukiko all the way, so she has that first girl kinda feel. The rest are just so cute though ;__; Playa route incoming. 

Posted

Confession: An online friend I've known for years (as in never met in person), with whom I had a mutual love gag going (I thought it was a joke and went along, but was never 100% sure) just confessed to me that she used to have a small crush on me.

 

I...

 

I...

 

I... have never felt so special.

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