Fuwanovel Confessions

[Funyarinpa]

Confession: I might end up cutting my contract early after 8 months of teaching and finish living in Japan this month. I feel a little down about all of it because the last thing I want to do is let down anyone in my family or let down any of my friends. The honest truth is that I really just want to further my education in teaching and start taking Japanese classes because I don't feel I am getting a lot out of the language aspect while I am here; my job hours are so demanding that I barely have time to learn, let alone be a part of the Fuwanovel community which I love doing.

 

It's difficult because I want to make not only myself happy, but everyone else as well. Do I want to come back to Japan? Yes, of course! I just feel I am too young to be sitting in this type of career the rest of my life at the age of 25. My dad didn't start becoming an air traffic controller until he was 29 years old, and he ended up working for 27 years before finally retiring last June. Am I too old that I need to find a career now?

 

I want to continue teaching English, and I want to continue living in this amazing country, but I also want to further my education so I have the option of teaching university students. I want to learn to use Japanese in my everyday life as well, because I want to expose myself to more of the culture. Yes, I only have 5 more months of teaching (technically 4 because Christmas is a huge holiday), but I feel I am ready to continue teaching in a different environment.

 

I don't know how I feel about all of it. It's hard for me to decide what I want to do. I also want to be close to my family because of all the changes going on in their lives as well: my sister had her baby in July and it still hasn't hit me I'm an uncle of a niece, my father retired and I can't be there to see him, and my grandmother (my last grandparent) on my dad's side is slowly starting to lose her health. I'm conflicted.

 

Confession:  I have no idea how to comfort or guide you. Didn't you have some sort of Masters education going on for Uni level English teaching though?

 

Confession 2: I think I spent ~10 of the last 24 hours playing YU-NO and the OST isn't getting out of my head.

 

Confession 3: Mods, I think the tilde sign is showing up as a minus. Using FuwaFabulous IIRC. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

[Nashetania]

Confession: I had like, no sleep today 

[greenshadow622]

Confession: I had like, no sleep today 

Confession: Me neither. I decided to take a sick day from work.

[Abyssal Monkey]

So college started.

 

Confession: My first thoughts are FUUUUUCKKK ENGL2098 - Intermediate Composition.  Why must your torture me with having to compose something creative professor?  Give me a topic instead, creative writing is where I fall shortest.

 

Edit: It's even worse, I have to write about writing.  So I'm Meta-Writer, can someone please put me out of my misery?

In this course, we’ll be writing about writing, so the research you’ll be doing is focused on that.

Kill me now.

[greenshadow622]

So college started.

 

Confession: My first thoughts are FUUUUUCKKK ENGL2098 - Intermediate Composition.  Why must your torture me with having to compose something creative professor?  Give me a topic instead, creative writing is where I fall shortest.

 

Edit: It's even worse, I have to write about writing.  So I'm Meta-Writer, can someone please put me out of my misery?

Kill me now.

 

Just write complete nonsense. That seems to give language teachers the strangest hard-on. At least, it did mine.

[hsmsful]

So college started.

 

Confession: My first thoughts are FUUUUUCKKK ENGL2098 - Intermediate Composition.  Why must your torture me with having to compose something creative professor?  Give me a topic instead, creative writing is where I fall shortest.

 

Edit: It's even worse, I have to write about writing.  So I'm Meta-Writer, can someone please put me out of my misery?

Kill me now.

Write with passion about how much you love your writing? Or smth like that.

Confession: I might end up cutting my contract early after 8 months of teaching and finish living in Japan this month. I feel a little down about all of it because the last thing I want to do is let down anyone in my family or let down any of my friends. The honest truth is that I really just want to further my education in teaching and start taking Japanese classes because I don't feel I am getting a lot out of the language aspect while I am here; my job hours are so demanding that I barely have time to learn, let alone be a part of the Fuwanovel community which I love doing.

 

It's difficult because I want to make not only myself happy, but everyone else as well. Do I want to come back to Japan? Yes, of course! I just feel I am too young to be sitting in this type of career the rest of my life at the age of 25. My dad didn't start becoming an air traffic controller until he was 29 years old, and he ended up working for 27 years before finally retiring last June. Am I too old that I need to find a career now?

 

I want to continue teaching English, and I want to continue living in this amazing country, but I also want to further my education so I have the option of teaching university students. I want to learn to use Japanese in my everyday life as well, because I want to expose myself to more of the culture. Yes, I only have 5 more months of teaching (technically 4 because Christmas is a huge holiday), but I feel I am ready to continue teaching in a different environment.

 

I don't know how I feel about all of it. It's hard for me to decide what I want to do. I also want to be close to my family because of all the changes going on in their lives as well: my sister had her baby in July and it still hasn't hit me I'm an uncle of a niece, my father retired and I can't be there to see him, and my grandmother (my last grandparent) on my dad's side is slowly starting to lose her health. I'm conflicted.

Well do you have to pay money to your employer if you cut your contract early? If you can affprd that easily, then we shouldn't worry about that. After that do you feel ok if you leave Japan for now? You might not come back anytime soon, who knows! The alternatives you prepared and the family are kinda enough reasons for me to leave unless I am earning crazy good in this job and am enjoying it which doesn't seem to be your case at all. I kinda don't like cutting my contracts early so if you can continue till the end of the contract, it would be kinda great. I just hear horrible stories about the people who cut their contracts early. Then again I don't.know your employer soooko.

TL;DR: if you won't be affected badly by cutting your contract early, I'd say you should.

[Jade]

So college started.

 

Confession: My first thoughts are FUUUUUCKKK ENGL2098 - Intermediate Composition.  Why must your torture me with having to compose something creative professor?  Give me a topic instead, creative writing is where I fall shortest.

 

Edit: It's even worse, I have to write about writing.  So I'm Meta-Writer, can someone please put me out of my misery?

 

Geehhhhh mine is about to start too

 

Also, is it wrong that i think Meta-writing is an awesome class to have?  

[XionsProphecy]

Confession: I am putting everything behind me now. *sigh*

Had to go to court today, my ex is demanding me to stop with my lifestyle if i ever want to see my son again.

[Zebhra]

Confession: On saturday im going to Linkin Park concert

[Nashetania]

Confession: I am putting everything behind me now. *sigh*

Had to go to court today, my ex is demanding me to stop with my lifestyle if i ever want to see my son again.

You have son? 

[XionsProphecy]

You have son? 

Yes.

[Nashetania]

Confession: I am actually looking forward to school.

[Flutterz]

Confession 1: I only just caught up to the amount of likes I had before the rollback

 

Confession 2: I only go back to uni on the 10th

 

Confession 4: I'm just thinking of random things to confess because I'm bored

 

Confession 5: I skipped confession 3 for teh lulz

[Funyarinpa]

Confession: I had the worst diarrhea of my life for a week, started taking pills, haven't shat for the last 3 days. 

[Flutterz]

Confession: I had the worst diarrhea of my life for a week, started taking pills, haven't shat for the last 3 days. 

So... your life isn't as shitty anymore?

sorry

[Tyrael]

Did funya tell the story about his date before?

[Kenshin_sama]

Confession: I had the worst diarrhea of my life for a week, started taking pills, haven't shat for the last 3 days.

Try taking Hyperbiotics if you can. This stuff is amazing for digestion; I haven't had diarrhea once ever since I started taking it and I feel more energized too. It might hurt to poop for a little while after you start taking it (expect blood), but you'll thank yourself for it later. A lot of health issues start with the gut, so you definitely want to do as much as you can to take care of it.

[Funyarinpa]

Confession: I DID IT, I AM SHITTING AS I WRITE THIS, YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSS

[Mr Poltroon]

Confession: I DID IT, I AM SHITTING AS I WRITE THIS, YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSS

I am so very incredibly glad for you. I was actually quite worried so I'm very happy you took the time to write us this update.

 

Confession:

On occasion, even I feel mildly intelligent. Today I played a game that truly made me feel like Sherlock Holmes.

[Funyarinpa]

I am so very incredibly glad for you. I was actually quite worried so I'm very happy you took the time to write us this update.

 

 

I was literally halfway to shit seeping into my bloodstream and killing me by irreversibly contaminating my blood. Quite the relieving development.

[Kenshin_sama]

Yikes o.o

[LinovaA]

Confession: I just got invited to a get together by the girl I have been seeing/talking to... and she just asked me if I am going to be staying the night.

 

Fuck. Yes. I. Am. So. Ready. XD

 

 

Location: Her friend's apartment.

Alcohol? Yes.

Number of people staying at said friend's apartment: Pretty much nobody, including her friend who owns the damn place. XD

Chances of shit happening: High

 

Lino Status:

 

[12kami]

Confession: I just got invited to a get together by the girl I have been seeing/talking to... and she just asked me if I am going to be staying the night.

 

Fuck. Yes. I. Am. So. Ready. XD

 

 

Location: Her friend's apartment.

Alcohol? Yes.

Number of people staying at said friend's apartment: Pretty much nobody, including her friend who owns the damn place. XD

Chances of shit happening: High

 

Lino Status:

 

good luck !

[TexasDice]

Good luck. I hope you are getting some of the sex.

[LinovaA]

The party is Friday night, so I'll update on that situation on Saturday.

 

Confession: The insertion of the in this Confession is to raise awareness for the cause of making an emote.