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If I knew how to help with the distance problem I wouldn't be having the problem myself.

Presumably it's one thing growing up helps with, but of those there are very few who could help.  xD

Well ok I'm lucky. I'm solving the distance problem soon through luck and persistence. It helps that I'm a bit successful in real life.

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If I knew how to help with the distance problem I wouldn't be having the problem myself.

Presumably it's one thing growing up helps with, but of those there are very few who could help.  xD

Well ok I'm lucky. I'm solving the distance problem soon through luck and persistence. It helps that I'm a bit successful in real life.

Good luck.  xD

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 It helps that I'm a bit successful in real life.

#humblebrag

:rimu:

I can't make it possible without this :wacko:. Senpai pls understand.



Oh, great Rains!  Teach us the way to cease in the absolute screwing-up!  For lewdness and emotional satisfaction!

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"Borderline melancholics, who can keep their symptoms of depression under control and yet retain the ability to work, whatever might happen ... indeed, this is the essential point in modern cynicism: the ability of its bearers to work—in spite of anything that might happen." - Peter Sloterdijk

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It's not that I am mainly depressed because of things that have value. I just discovered something bad about someone close to me. I also screwed up in an exam ... kinda... my self esteem went down a lot because of it. I also got into a fight with a friend of mine mainly because she's a crazy yandere who wants my soul for granted ;_; . I mainly need like 2-3 days as a break but school won't let me have it which is sad :c 

 

In the meantime I am just watching aminu and studying and playing cardstone... as usual. So yeah laifu iz the same just with less happiness and more sadness... a little.

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Confession: Completely relapsed into my old "Above all, do no homework" self. 

Realized that my dream of getting in a top tier university is more than likely to never happen. MIT and shit accept only like 5 people max each from this country, I don't believe that I can be that good. Funny thing. Expected to get into something top level all my life, so now it feels weird to sincerely consider stuff that's less. 

Almost 2 am and I've spent the last 2.5 or so hours browsing Reddit. 

Currently trying to balance my expectations from myself(bringing it down reasonably from Yale, MIT, etc.)  and what I'm doing to bring myself up(currently an absolute bunch of fucking NOTHING except getting into a few new clubs) to said expectations. My counselor also told me that I'm putting too much pressure on myself, which drives me away from working (this is closely related to the fact that, as stated, I wouldn't consider myself completely happy if I ever failed to be successful in education). 

Kind of ironic (and tragic) that even though I want to major in physics/astrophysics/computer science/ computer engineering (I never see quantum physics majors so) I don't like math much.

I find myself more interested in abstract concepts than any sort of measurement or calculation. (e.g. instead of orbital calculations I'd rather try to devise methods to develop artificial intelligence or try to get quantum computing working as a future career)

I'm going to be a sore disappointment for all that know me. I feel like I've started to loathe myself. 

Escapism feels beautiful.

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Confession: Pon Pon Pon might be the best pop song of all time

There's a nightcore version on youtube with Illya.

You mean they butchered it? God damn it.

Also: Nightcore is not a genre

No, I mean they sped it up in a video and put Illya on the cover.  In it's basest form it's an adjective for songs that means 'sped up'.

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