Fuwanovel Confessions

[Tyrael]

Confession: I don't know what asperger is, but I'm assuming it's something related to your condition.

[Kosakyun]

 

Confession: I'm sort of figuring out how I should feel about certain people. There are two Mexicans at my job who like to make horrible stereotype jokes about me. I get it that they like me a lot and I'm flattered by their attention. What irks me is they're probably the two biggest stereotypes in the shop. 

 

Like wut?

Californian jokes?

 

It's part of the autism spectrum disorder which is an umbrella term for a wide variety of disorders

My psychologist and I joke that my main problem is a lack of common sense, as in that I am unable to react in a way that is socially acceptable (aka weird) in certain situations. I lack a certain kind of thing called 'central coherence' which is the thing people use to define how they should behave in a certain (social) situation. I dont have that, so I need to learn by observing others. This makes new situations and meeting new people in general incredibly scary... People generally find me to be rude and insentitive because I have trouble seeing their point of view (limited empathy) and I also have a really bad tendency to look at things from a black/white perspective.

 

As long as you're doing well. :>

Also, I took a test from Psych Central, and I got 11/50.

I'm on my way. <3

[crunchytaco]

 

 

 

 

Like wut?

Californian jokes?

 

 

As long as you're doing well. :>

Also, I took a test from Psych Central, and I got 11/50.

I'm on my way. <3

 

 

Yep, Californian jokes. A lot of jokes about food and our Ethnicity in California.

 

 

It's part of the autism spectrum disorder which is an umbrella term for a wide variety of disorders

My psychologist and I joke that my main problem is a lack of common sense, as in that I am unable to react in a way that is socially acceptable (aka weird) in certain situations. I lack a certain kind of thing called 'central coherence' which is the thing people use to define how they should behave in a certain (social) situation. I dont have that, so I need to learn by observing others. This makes new situations and meeting new people in general incredibly scary... People generally find me to be rude and insentitive because I have trouble seeing their point of view (limited empathy) and I also have a really bad tendency to look at things from a black/white perspective.

I feel almost bad for patronizing you last time, but you get along well here on the net in spite of. I can be mildly narcissistic due to the effects of Bipolar highs so I can definitely emphasize with you on the limited empathy part. Good news is I talked to a Psych recently and he's said that I've been well balanced this whole time and to continue to do what I'm doing. 

[Kosakyun]

Yep, Californian jokes. A lot of jokes about food and our Ethnicity in California.

 

I can only joke about raisins.

There's one person in this site that likes raisins so much.

Like, so much.

[Nobuki]

Confession : Today I FINALLY got a nosebleed from a h-scene.

[Fred the Barber]

Confession : Today I FINALLY got a nosebleed from a h-scene.

[crunchytaco]

Confession : Today I FINALLY got a nosebleed from a h-scene.

I think you may just have cancer

[Kosakyun]

Confession : Today I FINALLY got a nosebleed from a h-scene.

 

RIP brain died of H.

[Eclipsed]

Nobuki obviously meant he saw something so erotic that he lunged his face at the computer screen to get a better look, thus crashing his nose into the screen and getting a nosebleed

I should know, it happened to me before 

[Kosakyun]

...I'm sorry Eclipsed, but even I know my limits.

[TexasDice]

- I'm really good at losing things. Keys, purses, clocks, screwdrivers, flashlights, the remote and so on. If it's not bolted down, I will misplace it.

 

- There was a girl on the subway, watching clannad on her phone and I didn't talk to her.

 

-  I ruined a classmates last three weeks of school by asking her out.

We got along pretty well over the year and I decided to make a move in late July, but was answered with: "I'm sorry. You're really nice, but I like this other guy...". I take rejections pretty well, so it wasn't a big deal for me. But she avoided me like the plague and acted really awkward whenever I was bound to be around. 

 

Confession : Today I FINALLY got a nosebleed from a h-scene.

We need more details than that.

[Kosakyun]

-  I ruined a classmates last three weeks of school by asking her out.

We got along pretty well over the year and I decided to make a move in late July, but was answered with: "I'm sorry. You're really nice, but I like this other guy...". I take rejections pretty well, so it wasn't a big deal for me. But she avoided me like the plague and acted really awkward whenever I was bound to be around. 

[Funyarinpa]

I know the feeling man.

It just sucks when they avoid you...

 

I think it is happening between me and a (relatively) close female friend.

 

But I didn't ask her out or anything, I do not even have a crush on her (call her girl a)

 

what happened is that there was this gag in the class that I was in love with a very close friend of hers (girl b   ), and I played along, and the b didn't like it, that's the only reason I can think of as to why a is avoiding me is that b told a and a hates me now, it sometimes kinda feels like b is making a stay away from me while a does want to talk

 

anyway, tl;dr: things are now awkward between us and I have neither the will or the tact to fix it

[Yuuko]

Confession: There was this girl I liked and she maybe liked me (she said I was cute and stuff), and I was going to confess to her, but then she moved away before I could

[Kosakyun]

I think it is happening between me and a (relatively) close female friend.

 

But I didn't ask her out or anything, I do not even have a crush on her (call her girl a)

 

what happened is that there was this gag in the class that I was in love with a very close friend of hers (girl B), and I played along, and the b didn't like it, that's the only reason I can think of as to why a is avoiding me is that b told a and a hates me now, it sometimes kinda feels like b is making a stay away from me while a does want to talk

 

anyway, tl;dr: things are now awkward between us and I have neither the will or the tact to fix it

 

I try to fix things between us 'cause y'know...

A friendship wasted is a lot of memories yet to be made...

I don't want to waste it, really.

I hope you find a way to fix it.

[TexasDice]

I know the feeling man.

It just sucks when they avoid you...

I honestly believe she had a thing for me atleast at some point during the first term. 

 

Like that one time, when she called me to her table and was like "I hoped to come up with something while you were walking over..." and the girl sitting next to her giggled like crazy. (That was also the most anime-moment in my life, btw. Just in case someone wants to make that thread.)

 

Not that it meant anything or matters after three years. I get over something like this quickly.

 

 

 anyway, tl;dr: things are now awkward between us and I have neither the will or the tact to fix it

Well, girls are predictably unpredictable, I guess. But it seems like something that could be fixed very easily.

 

 

Confession: There was this girl I liked and she maybe liked me (she said I was cute and stuff), and I was going to confess to her, but then she moved away before I could

Don't worry, the route will start as soon as she moves back. Don't stop, believing... 

[Kosakyun]

Don't worry, the route will start as soon as she moves back. Don't stop, believing... 

 

After 10 years, really.

[joehawks12]

confession:  Sometimes, when it's really late at night, and i'm feeling super fucking lazy or drunk,  i piss in bottles.  

I'm pretty sure i get more dopamine doing it, because it feels so fucking good.  I empty them out, rinse them, and recycle the next morning.  Won't do to have it hanging around the pad.

[Funyarinpa]

 

 

Well, girls are predictably unpredictable, I guess. But it seems like something that could be fixed very easily.

 

[arakura]

Confession: There was this girl I liked and she maybe liked me (she said I was cute and stuff), and I was going to confess to her, but then she moved away before I could

Dice is right. The first step is being childhood friends, and you can be reunited in the future if you never were apart. All part of the plan! Good luck!

Confession: something like that happened with me, except by moving away I mean that she went to college (she's a year older than I am) and by "before I could" I mean after three years of thinking about confessing it every night. Haha. Oh and somewhere in there she suggested I ask her sister (my age) to a dance. I really miss those times.

[joehawks12]

Confession:I never had a girl i genuinely crushed hard on.  But this girl my best friend introduced me to in sophomore year of high school who lived in the neighboring town had grown a crush on me.  We chatted sometimes on aim and shiz.  First time we met up was at a movie theatre. She took my first kiss, my first french, and my first second basing that night.  Needless to say, she completely changed my world, and my view on women(though i'm still mainly not attracted to a lot of females.  They just don't seem worth the effort these days, and she was the one in a million that i'll never find.  Hell, i never found her in the first place).  She was absolutely gorgeous, and cutely petite.  Also one of the most intelligent girls i've ever met.  I could never win an argument with her, not because she didn't use logic and always thought with her emotions, but because when it came to her, i couldn't think straight, whenever we talked i always fumbled my way through a conversation, and she would giggle.  God that made my heart stop more than once.  We broke up a couple months later before i could actually get inside her, because my best friend realized he never stopped loving her, and grew jealous.  It was pretty crazy, but we stayed friends, and the dude's still my best bro.  I couldn't fault him for that, all these years later i'm still madly in love with her.  Waiting for that visual novel moment where we meet as adults and finally truly get together.  I don't think it'll ever happen though ;_;

[Funyarinpa]

confession: the last few posts made me feel pretty depressed

[TexasDice]

confession: the last few posts made me feel pretty depressed

I'll lighten up the mood then.

 

In sixth grade, my mother gave me a shirt and I put it on, not being fully awake at the time (~5-6 am). In school, I realized that this shirt was the girliest, silkiest and most sparkling girl-top I've ever seen in the entirety of my life.

So I was stuck at school, having nothing to change into, wearing this thing. I had to sit with my arms crossed whenever we had classes (I could put on my jacket outside and and in the hallways) and tried my hardest to avoid being called to blackboard.

 

Nobody noticed a damn thing. I'm so proud of my stealthyness.

 

And fuck you, mom. Goddamnit.

[Fred the Barber]

I'll lighten up the mood then.

 

In sixth grade, my mother gave me a shirt and I put it on, not being fully awake at the time (~5-6 am). In school, I realized that this shirt was the girliest, silkiest and most sparkling girl-top I've ever seen in the entirety of my life.

So I was stuck at school, having nothing to change into, wearing this thing. I had to sit with my arms crossed whenever we had classes (I could put on my jacket outside and and in the hallways) and tried my hardest to avoid being called to blackboard.

 

Nobody noticed a damn thing. I'm so proud of my stealthyness.

 

And fuck you, mom. Goddamnit.

 

Confession: I've been laughing about this for about a minute now.

Confession: I intended to do something vaguely productive today, but I basically ended up playing Hyperdimension Neptunia all day instead.

[Kosakyun]

Confession: I intended to do something vaguely productive today, but I basically ended up playing Hyperdimension Neptunia all day instead.

 

Neps too stronk.

 

Confession:I never had a girl i genuinely crushed hard on.  But this girl my best friend introduced me to in sophomore year of high school who lived in the neighboring town had grown a crush on me.  We chatted sometimes on aim and shiz.  First time we met up was at a movie theatre. She took my first kiss, my first french, and my first second basing that night.  Needless to say, she completely changed my world, and my view on women(though i'm still mainly not attracted to a lot of females.  They just don't seem worth the effort these days, and she was the one in a million that i'll never find.  Hell, i never found her in the first place).  She was absolutely gorgeous, and cutely petite.  Also one of the most intelligent girls i've ever met.  I could never win an argument with her, not because she didn't use logic and always thought with her emotions, but because when it came to her, i couldn't think straight, whenever we talked i always fumbled my way through a conversation, and she would giggle.  God that made my heart stop more than once.  We broke up a couple months later before i could actually get inside her, because my best friend realized he never stopped loving her, and grew jealous.  It was pretty crazy, but we stayed friends, and the dude's still my best bro.  I couldn't fault him for that, all these years later i'm still madly in love with her.  Waiting for that visual novel moment where we meet as adults and finally truly get together.  I don't think it'll ever happen though ;_;

 

Shit that's depressing. ;_;

I hope you meet her again.

 

Confession: I have no first kiss.