Tyrael Posted March 1, 2015 Posted March 1, 2015 As long as you're doing well. :> Also, I took a test from Psych Central, and I got 11/50. I'm on my way. <3 Confession: I'm not doing well, that's why I'm seeing a psychologist... Yep, Californian jokes. A lot of jokes about food and our Ethnicity in California. I feel almost bad for patronizing you last time, but you get along well here on the net in spite of. I can be mildly narcissistic due to the effects of Bipolar highs so I can definitely emphasize with you on the limited empathy part. Good news is I talked to a Psych recently and he's said that I've been well balanced this whole time and to continue to do what I'm doing. The internet is a great escape tool for me since I can dictate when the social interaction begins and when it stops. I can just turn off my pc when I get anxious but yeah you can't do that irl This also explains why I'm terrible with romantic relationships as well. Confession: I'm happy to see you're doing well, though. Quote
rainsismyfav Posted March 1, 2015 Posted March 1, 2015 Confession: I recently realized that I'm a lonely person. I want to feel like my existence matters more; and that's probably part of the reason for my altruistic side. P.S: I need more people to talk to Quote
Tyrael Posted March 1, 2015 Posted March 1, 2015 That means jack. Trust me on this, I'm doing fairly well and I see a psychiatrist and a therapist, monthly and weekly, respectively. Granted, I'm not doing as well as what most people would consider "fairly well", but I don't care, it's "fairly well" for me. Normality is relative, and anyone that says otherwise is full of it. Trust me, if you could see the lives of the "normal" people, you'd see that they're a lot more like you and me than they pretend to be. Confession: I'm pretty damn sure I have PTSD from getting verbally and physically harassed just about every day in middle school for 2 1/2 years (dropped out in 8th grade). I can't be certain, since my psychiatrist refused to give me a diagnosis, most likely in an attempt to help my self-esteem, but I've had some very scary fight-or-flight moments where I full-on lost control of myself (I literally can't remember what I did, either, all I remember is a white haze), as well as consistently getting severe panic attacks that temporarily made me have agoraphobic tendencies. I still can't walk by my old middle school without my heart beating very fast and feeling the urge to bolt, and I'm an 18-year-old man. I am also extremely easy to startle, and I constantly feel hyper-vigilant when I walk around town alone, so...at the very least, my anxiety disorder is mimicking symptoms of PTSD. Okay, to make it clear: I'm seeing a psychologist to help me with my horrible self-esteem and to fight the other lingering symptoms of the depression I suffered from for many years. I have been bullied for about six years myself (probably due to my asperger, now that I now the diagnosis). He also helps me put things into perspective whenever I face situations that make me feel really anxious. I get physically sick when I have to interact with people for an extended period of time PS: Feel free to vent all your frustrations to me, I don't mind Quote
crunchytaco Posted March 2, 2015 Posted March 2, 2015 Okay, to make it clear: I'm seeing a psychologist to help me with my horrible self-esteem and to fight the other lingering symptoms of the depression I suffered from for many years. I have been bullied for about six years myself (probably due to my asperger, now that I now the diagnosis). He also helps me put things into perspective whenever I face situations that make me feel really anxious. I get physically sick when I have to interact with people for an extended period of time PS: Feel free to vent all your frustrations to me, I don't mind It makes me sick that mental illness exists in this world. For what purpose do they serve if an all powerful god exists? Confession: I'm daydreaming about writing a sci-fi novel for young adults. If only I could write. Quote
TexasDice Posted March 2, 2015 Posted March 2, 2015 Confession: I'm daydreaming about writing a sci-fi novel for young adults. If only I could write. I'll help you out. crunchytaco 1 Quote
crunchytaco Posted March 2, 2015 Posted March 2, 2015 I'll help you out. You have a sense of humor. Put foot in my mouth. Quote
Flutterz Posted March 2, 2015 Posted March 2, 2015 You have a sense of humor. Put foot in my mouth. Kinky. Confession: I'm dreading the day my shitty lifestyle catches up to me and completely fucks my health. Quote
TexasDice Posted March 2, 2015 Posted March 2, 2015 You have a sense of humor. Put foot in my mouth. I know. That is not an easy feat. Quote
Ayana Posted March 2, 2015 Posted March 2, 2015 Confession: I do truly desire to wear a magically-imbued, motion-sensory tail on my rear end. Even better if it's infused with extra magical power that can transform me into an animal motif version of myself based on or according to my personality. ... Actually, no I take that back. Those things mass-produced might pose a threat to the sanity of our entire human race, and cause widespread havoc on a global scale. Great money scheme, though. (why) Quote
Kosakyun Posted March 2, 2015 Posted March 2, 2015 Confession: I do truly desire to wear a magically-imbued, motion-sensory tail on my rear end. Even better if it's infused with extra magical power that can transform me into an animal motif version of myself based on or according to my personality. T-That's lewd and something I only see in doujins! I'd love to see one. <3 Quote
Tyrael Posted March 2, 2015 Posted March 2, 2015 It makes me sick that mental illness exists in this world. For what purpose do they serve if an all powerful god exists? Confession: I'm daydreaming about writing a sci-fi novel for young adults. If only I could write. You don't need to be able to write in order to be succesful, see 50 shades of grey which is HORRIBLY written Confession: I read 50 shades of grey Quote
Kosakyun Posted March 2, 2015 Posted March 2, 2015 Confession: I haven't. It just doesn't interest me. Also, there are doujins out there. Quote
TexasDice Posted March 2, 2015 Posted March 2, 2015 Confession: I was trying to find a hypnotist, because I want to forget my birthday. But these fuckers charge over 100 Euros per hour for something that shouldn't even work. Hack frauds. Quote
Tyrael Posted March 2, 2015 Posted March 2, 2015 Confession: I was trying to find a hypnotist, because I want to forget my birthday. But these fuckers charge over 100 Euros per hour for something that shouldn't even work. Hack frauds. That seems a bit... dicey TexasDice and Fred the Barber 2 Quote
Cyrillej1 Posted March 3, 2015 Posted March 3, 2015 Confession: I recently realized that I'm a lonely person. I want to feel like my existence matters more; and that's probably part of the reason for my altruistic side. P.S: I need more people to talk to Confession: I think I feel the same way. Except, I kinda realized that about myself a long time ago. ----------- <- Me Quote
LinovaA Posted March 3, 2015 Posted March 3, 2015 Confession: I am a major hypochondriac. Well, major when the bouts of it come on, as they can be inter-spaced between months or years at a time. Quote
Guest WALL431SANCHEZ Posted March 3, 2015 Posted March 3, 2015 Confession... Ive only played 1 visual novel lolololoplololol Quote
crunchytaco Posted March 4, 2015 Posted March 4, 2015 Confession: I'm back to falling for the girl who is married at my work. Like most guys, I have this habit of looking over at the girl I like constantly at work. It's been hot lately and for the first time, she showed off her bare legs and feet at work and it got me worked up at how nice they were. I haven't been able to take my eyes of her for awhile. Lately I've been coming back down to earth and keeping my eyes to myself. I realize how easy it is for people to know you're looking at them even when they don't look back. Because it seems when I'm not looking at her anymore, she's looking at me all day. From the corner of my eyes it's pretty easy to notice. She's probably also wondering why I'm not looking at her anymore. Yesterday, I ended up walking her to her car for the first time somehow. She waited for me at the door and held it open for me as I was leaving. What seemingly seemed like two days of ignoring her, we talked and laughed to the parking lot as if nothing happened before. Eclipsed and Funyarinpa 2 Quote
Abyssal Monkey Posted March 4, 2015 Posted March 4, 2015 Confession: I'm back to falling for the girl who is married at my work. Like most guys, I have this habit of looking over at the girl I like constantly at work. It's been hot lately and for the first time, she showed off her bare legs and feet at work and it got me worked up at how nice they were. I haven't been able to take my eyes of her for awhile. Lately I've been coming back down to earth and keeping my eyes to myself. I realize how easy it is for people to know you're looking at them even when they don't look back. Because it seems when I'm not looking at her anymore, she's looking at me all day. From the corner of my eyes it's pretty easy to notice. She's probably also wondering why I'm not looking at her anymore. Yesterday, I ended up walking her to her car for the first time somehow. She waited for me at the door and held it open for me as I was leaving. What seemingly seemed like two days of ignoring her, we talked and laughed to the parking lot as if nothing happened before. Quote
crunchytaco Posted March 4, 2015 Posted March 4, 2015 Revealing my struggles to find a right person (someone single, not a swinger etc.) and the failed relationship progresses I've had makes me a player? Not sure if sarcastic or serious. If it's the latter, I don't get why there are certain people in this world who thrive to hate matters that don't effect them, that they could easily just ignore. edit: And I'll gladly take a Dakimakura Quote
LinovaA Posted March 4, 2015 Posted March 4, 2015 Speaking of dakimakura... Confession: With each passing day I am more and more tempted to purchase one. Its only a matter of time now before I fold. Quote
crunchytaco Posted March 4, 2015 Posted March 4, 2015 Confession: You know what, I'd buy it in a heartbeat if I didn't anticipate ever having any one visit my room ever again. It's one of those things I don't want to be caught with EVER (I'd rather someone catch me hiding a pocket pussy) but I'd be proud to take pictures of and share on Fuwa. Tyrael, LinovaA, Flutterz and 1 other 4 Quote
Flutterz Posted March 4, 2015 Posted March 4, 2015 Confession: You know what, I'd buy it in a heartbeat if I didn't anticipate ever having any one visit my room ever again. It's one of those things I don't want to be caught with EVER (I'd rather someone catch me hiding a pocket pussy) but I'd be proud to take pictures of and share on Fuwa. Quote
LinovaA Posted March 4, 2015 Posted March 4, 2015 Pretty much this, and considering I still live with my parents I'm not going to get a dakimakura anytime soon. Confession: Instead of a dakimakura I still sleep with a stuffed animal. Quote
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