Not only the enjoyment, but also my passion for games(well, and everything) have been depleted.
As many here I've started my gaming age with SNES titles, renting mostly action games. Only with PlayStation I would know about RPGs.
While playing, I was always searching for something new: another ideals, characters, objects, illusions, realities and mainly, a path to happiness. A kid that dreamed, hoped and lived; just like any proper child must be; That was me.
Sadly ages past, and now here I am, looking with nostalgic feeling these things I have long abandoned. Looking for that time when I could use all time to chase a ephemeral dream and afterwards bring satisfying living memories.
Now I see, I was not entertaining myself. I was, even now, running from my life, seaching for a excuse to not live in my reality.
For not end as a depressing post, I will give my thanks to some games that gived thoughtful lessons:
Final Fantasy 8: I started loving RPGs with him.
Super Mario RPG: Fun text is a need.
Pokemon: Think before pressing a button, don't use the Master Ball on some wild thing appeared. And cheating is boring.
Bomberman: Always look your surroundings, someone is plotting and you may be the next.
Rockman: One wrong step = Fated to do it wrong again.
Subarashiki Kono Sekai: Treasure your friends, even if they are the middle of a plot twist.
Clannad: Alone or not, you must endure for the sake of what remained.
I'm somehow tired, please close my stage.