I'm looking for a Nakige or Utsuge with a female lead that's like I guess Ayanami Rei? Being almost completely emotionless, quiet, I guess kind of a dandere or kuudere?
Preferably, with her having suffered from some sort of abuse, bullying, sickness, or anything like that from the start. I dislike Nakiges that asspull a ilness right at the end.
Unstranslated vns are totally fine.