I can relate in a way. There's just something about losing someone that you know. The first time that happened to me was back in third grade. An upperclassman that was one grade above me lost to her fight against leukemia. The family was kind enough to have her body stay in my school's chapel for a day, just for the people who might want to see her for their last goodbyes. Of course, I was one of those people. I mean, we weren't that close, but I remember her solely for the fact that she made me feel comfortable in the Science Club back in 1st grade. I honestly couldn't look her in the eyes as I prayed for her and said my goodbyes. Sure, I was young, but I still think it was wrong not to have looked her in the eyes. Well, you probably won't be getting anything from me sharing this anyway. My point is that I can sympathize with what you're experiencing right now to some degree. Condolences, Lino.
Whoopsie. I got carried away back there.
...C-Congrats? Are you happy?