Valmore Posted January 1, 2016 Posted January 1, 2016 Confession: Today made me realize some things. I spent like 40 minutes with my family today, we ate a long dinner and played a board game. I didn't enjoy it much. It felt bad, both in the sense that I was ashamed I wasn't doing this as much as I should and in the sense that it felt suffocating and it wasn't enjoyable. It feels like I failed my family. We made no preparations for today either (in Turkey, New Year's is practically celebrated like Christmas: trees and ornaments, gifts, yadda yadda). No tree, got a book and an album off of Amazon as my gift. It was sad. After the countdown only my sister seemed excited. Oh well, there'll be other days. I don't know your age, but when you get older New Year's stops being such a BFD. You realize you're just flipping the calendar and trying to remember not to write 2015 on your checks. B0X0R, Mr Poltroon and Funyarinpa 3 Quote
Deep Blue Posted January 1, 2016 Posted January 1, 2016 Confession: I have an air band sony receiver and I was listening to the police station like I always do, there was a shooting in action and one cop was injured by several bullets (arm, chest) the partner which was a woman.. she kept screaming that his partner was dying that she needed help etc etc, it seems they were pretty close or something it went on and on like for half and hour, so fucking sad and terrifying, first time I hear something like that. It got me depressed for the whole night Quote
Funyarinpa Posted January 1, 2016 Posted January 1, 2016 Confession: I have an air band sony receiver and I was listening to the police station like I always do, there was a shooting in action and one cop was injured by several bullets (arm, chest) the partner which was a woman.. she kept screaming that his partner was dying that she needed help etc etc, it seems they were pretty close or something it went on and on like for half and hour, so fucking sad and terrifying, first time I hear something like that. It got me depressed for the whole night Sad to hear man. Confession: Fucked up at my math exam. What this means is that I'm currently ineligible (got 2 weeks after exams end and maybe a third exam to fix it) for the Advanced Placement Maths course at my school- which means I might need to consider studying in Turkey.That means living hell for me. I don't like this country, I don't like its people, I don't like its society. I loathe its Islamic values, I do not like its language, I detest its government, I abhor its approach to science. I don't think I'll be happy anywhere I go if I ever end up going to university in Turkey. Not saying I've not deserved it, but it's still a hellish scenario for me. rainsismyfav 1 Quote
Deep Blue Posted January 1, 2016 Posted January 1, 2016 Confession: I have an air band sony receiver and I was listening to the police station like I always do, there was a shooting in action and one cop was injured by several bullets (arm, chest) the partner which was a woman.. she kept screaming that his partner was dying that she needed help etc etc, it seems they were pretty close or something it went on and on like for half and hour, so fucking sad and terrifying, first time I hear something like that. It got me depressed for the whole night Sad to hear man. Confession: Fucked up at my math exam. What this means is that I'm currently ineligible (got 2 weeks after exams end and maybe a third exam to fix it) for the Advanced Placement Maths course at my school- which means I might need to consider studying in Turkey.That means living hell for me. I don't like this country, I don't like its people, I don't like its society. I loathe its Islamic values, I do not like its language, I detest its government, I abhor its approach to science. I don't think I'll be happy anywhere I go if I ever end up going to university in Turkey. Not saying I've not deserved it, but it's still a hellish scenario for me.dude if your future depends on it just study from now on like a maniac, just hide your pc, lock it away or something along with everything that can distract you and start studying right now! Quote
Funyarinpa Posted January 1, 2016 Posted January 1, 2016 Confession: I have an air band sony receiver and I was listening to the police station like I always do, there was a shooting in action and one cop was injured by several bullets (arm, chest) the partner which was a woman.. she kept screaming that his partner was dying that she needed help etc etc, it seems they were pretty close or something it went on and on like for half and hour, so fucking sad and terrifying, first time I hear something like that. It got me depressed for the whole night Sad to hear man. Confession: Fucked up at my math exam. What this means is that I'm currently ineligible (got 2 weeks after exams end and maybe a third exam to fix it) for the Advanced Placement Maths course at my school- which means I might need to consider studying in Turkey.That means living hell for me. I don't like this country, I don't like its people, I don't like its society. I loathe its Islamic values, I do not like its language, I detest its government, I abhor its approach to science. I don't think I'll be happy anywhere I go if I ever end up going to university in Turkey. Not saying I've not deserved it, but it's still a hellish scenario for me.dude if your future depends on it just study from now on like a maniac, just hide your pc, lock it away or something along with everything that can distract you and start studying right now! I should have been doing this in the last 2 years... Quote
Deep Blue Posted January 1, 2016 Posted January 1, 2016 Confession: I have an air band sony receiver and I was listening to the police station like I always do, there was a shooting in action and one cop was injured by several bullets (arm, chest) the partner which was a woman.. she kept screaming that his partner was dying that she needed help etc etc, it seems they were pretty close or something it went on and on like for half and hour, so fucking sad and terrifying, first time I hear something like that. It got me depressed for the whole night Sad to hear man. Confession: Fucked up at my math exam. What this means is that I'm currently ineligible (got 2 weeks after exams end and maybe a third exam to fix it) for the Advanced Placement Maths course at my school- which means I might need to consider studying in Turkey.That means living hell for me. I don't like this country, I don't like its people, I don't like its society. I loathe its Islamic values, I do not like its language, I detest its government, I abhor its approach to science. I don't think I'll be happy anywhere I go if I ever end up going to university in Turkey. Not saying I've not deserved it, but it's still a hellish scenario for me.dude if your future depends on it just study from now on like a maniac, just hide your pc, lock it away or something along with everything that can distract you and start studying right now! I should have been doing this in the last 2 years... it doesnt matter just start now and give it all you got, living in a place that you don't like is really bad and if there is even slight chance to change that then do it. Quote
Kenshin_sama Posted January 1, 2016 Posted January 1, 2016 I should have been doing this in the last 2 years... Acknowledge your past mistakes, but don't dwell on them. I don't know how difficult it is for you to motivate yourself, but the only way things will turn out well for you is if you work hard. I often find that some things in life are much easier to do when I research stuff. Try Googling "how to motivate yourself" and see if that helps at all. Actually, just looking up anything about neurology is pretty interesting. Or maybe I just like learning random things, lol. Still, give it a shot!Confession: Today made me realize some things. I spent like 40 minutes with my family today, we ate a long dinner and played a board game. I didn't enjoy it much. It felt bad, both in the sense that I was ashamed I wasn't doing this as much as I should and in the sense that it felt suffocating and it wasn't enjoyable. It feels like I failed my family. We made no preparations for today either (in Turkey, New Year's is practically celebrated like Christmas: trees and ornaments, gifts, yadda yadda). No tree, got a book and an album off of Amazon as my gift. It was sad. After the countdown only my sister seemed excited. Oh well, there'll be other days. That's a normal reaction. Try spending more time with them. Unless you have a family of blockheads like mine who don't care enough to want to spend time with you, it's good to be with them. Studies have shown that kids and young adults who spend a lot of quality time with their family are generally happier and more successful in academics. Although if they spend a lot of time at their jobs and aren't available for you, then I guess it can't be helped. And don't feel bad that you haven't been around for them much in the past. I'm sure your parents and siblings would really appreciate the change you've made to be with them more. Cherish every moment you get with them.Btw, I'm starting group therapy on the 12th this month. I have a good feeling that 2016 will be the 1st year I make major changes in my life. I've talked it over with my mom, and she's no longer concerned about me getting a license and affecting her driving insurance (still not sure why she was though, my mom makes so little sense sometimes). My 3 goals this year will be to get myself out of unemployment, get a license and start driving, and become self sufficient enough to get away from my mom without having to live with someone I probably shouldn't be with.Happy New Year! Fred the Barber and Zodai 2 Quote
Nashetania Posted January 1, 2016 Posted January 1, 2016 Confession: Today I had a dream about going to jail for 4 days for throwing a phone at hockey player during the match.... And the damn cop was unbribable too... Quote
Funyarinpa Posted January 1, 2016 Posted January 1, 2016 Confession: Parents got me a math tutor. We had a 2 hour session today. I feel stupid and ashamed. To think my dream job (cosmologist) requires me to be adept in this, heh. Quote
Funyarinpa Posted January 8, 2016 Posted January 8, 2016 Where were YOU when Fuwacalypse 2: Electric Boogaloo happened? Quote
Tyrael Posted January 8, 2016 Posted January 8, 2016 7 minutes ago, Funyarinpa said: Where were YOU when Fuwacalypse 2: Electric Boogaloo happened? Fap... Uh I mean admiring the nudes flutterz sent me Quote
atorq Posted January 8, 2016 Posted January 8, 2016 7 minutes ago, Funyarinpa said: Where were YOU when Fuwacalypse 2: Electric Boogaloo happened? Pornhub Quote
Valmore Posted January 8, 2016 Posted January 8, 2016 1 hour ago, Funyarinpa said: Where were YOU when Fuwacalypse 2: Electric Boogaloo happened? On Twitter, freaking out about not having the boards. Quote
TexasDice Posted January 8, 2016 Posted January 8, 2016 2 hours ago, Funyarinpa said: Where were YOU when Fuwacalypse 2: Electric Boogaloo happened? Extensively studying dank memes, so I can get my 40 likes back fast. Quote
LinovaA Posted January 9, 2016 Posted January 9, 2016 4 hours ago, Funyarinpa said: Where were YOU when Fuwacalypse 2: Electric Boogaloo happened? Watching Seikai no Senki. My addiction to the character interactions is unhealthy. havoc 1 Quote
Fred the Barber Posted January 9, 2016 Posted January 9, 2016 7 hours ago, Funyarinpa said: Where were YOU when Fuwacalypse 2: Electric Boogaloo happened? This should be its own thread. I was Gahking the Thun. Was good. Also, Confession: my old computer with my pirated Comyu install died a while time back, but my legit copy arrived yesterday. I promptly installed and patched it on my tablet, and then judiciously held the Ctrl button long enough to reach the first H scene. For, uh... science. Quote
Shikomizue Posted January 9, 2016 Posted January 9, 2016 7 hours ago, Funyarinpa said: Where were YOU when Fuwacalypse 2: Electric Boogaloo happened? Doing math. And no that's not a new word for science a.k.a. fapping. Quote
Eclipsed Posted January 9, 2016 Posted January 9, 2016 On 1/7/2016 at 9:16 PM, Shikomizue said: Eclipsed, I have a new title for you. "Model Moderator". You certainly are one. ^Apparently this was saved into my text editor, i wonder what other noncompleted posts pre-rollback I can salvage ~~ The forums were down for like 2 days, if none of y'all did any math or science whatsoever during that time period then you are the epitome of Fiddle's NYR. Quote
Kenshin_sama Posted January 9, 2016 Posted January 9, 2016 16 hours ago, Funyarinpa said: Where were YOU when Fuwacalypse 2: Electric Boogaloo happened? Still playing Runescape. Today's move day! I can't wait! ^^ Shoot, I wasn't even mad when the dogs woke me up with their barking last night. Zodai and Kosakyun 2 Quote
Zodai Posted January 9, 2016 Posted January 9, 2016 4 hours ago, Kenshin_sama said: Still playing Runescape. Today's move day! I can't wait! ^^ Shoot, I wasn't even mad when the dogs woke me up with their barking last night. Congratulations! Good luck with everything Quote
Funyarinpa Posted January 9, 2016 Posted January 9, 2016 Confession: I tried to write a story. I got stuck after a few sentences, but it was nice. Quote
Zodai Posted January 9, 2016 Posted January 9, 2016 1 minute ago, Funyarinpa said: Confession: I tried to write a story. I got stuck after a few sentences, but it was nice. Keep working at it, writing tends to get easier as you figure it out. http://www.writingexcuses.com/ This should help Quote
Nashetania Posted January 9, 2016 Posted January 9, 2016 Today I confirmed that people get scared by me whenever I wear my long black coat. Quote
Mr Poltroon Posted January 9, 2016 Posted January 9, 2016 19 hours ago, LinovaA said: Watching Seikai no Senki. My addiction to the character interactions is unhealthy. Excellent choice. I may be late to the conversation, but I was doing the very same. havoc 1 Quote
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