Yeah, that's part of the reason I didn't buy it at first. In fact, I'm still not entirely sure I have it, but that might explain why I've been having issues with depression for over 5 years, and why I'm so anxious about getting a job. When I was enlisted, my self-esteem was virtually null. I sucked at my job, my supervisor and squad leader hated me, my co-workers didn't want to talk to me, one guy with PTSD screamed at me, and almost every day at work was miserable because everybody around me was usually in a bad mood (including sergeants). It was kinda like that for my training too, except there were more people I got along with at the time and a somewhat better atmosphere (even in boot camp, lol). Towards the end of my enlistment, I could not go a day without panicking, and I wanted to kill myself. I had thought about jumping out of a window from a 3rd story of a building or banging my head on a sharp corner of a desk until I died. If I had been carrying a gun at the time, I probably wouldn't be here right now.
But see, it's kinda weird. I never actually tried to acknowledge this as a problem until I started talking about it in my group therapy. I thought the reason I was so scared to get a job anymore was because of general anxiety. And who knows, maybe it is. I don't get the same flashbacks that the others in my group diagnosed with PTSD do, but the thought of getting a job does scare the hell out of me. Well, whatever the case may be, I'll know more once I get a proper diagnosis.