Kanji Quest Update 6
I've been terrible at keeping up with my goal to blog weekly about my Kanji progress. Consequently, I named this post "Update 6" because it felt like the sixth update (it's not), and in order to confuse the world, I'll keep up this numbering system : ). There are a few things I want to talk about, so prepare yourselves for a small wall of text:
1. The importance of blogging + Fuwa-love. It turns out that I really don't work as hard if I don't make myself responsible to you guys here on the site. It's become extremely easy to let things slide, and while I can still cheer everybody on (and thus put on a face that my own study is going great), I feel like I'm cheating myself. I've said it before, and I'll say it again -- the concept of community recruitment (see "Why we need a community" in this post) is really important for me.
I want to thank everybody who's started a blog on Fuwanovel: Ryoji, Ryachu, CartmanJr, trh, Mephisto, Vax, torbin12, and (even though there's no blog yet) Metaler (who SHOULD START and make a blog ; )). Also, I want to thank the ~100 responses to the main post. It's this community that has really pushed me through these periods of easy, face/lip-service back to a sincere and intense effort. Also, everybody (Bolverk comes to mind) who posts on our blogs and cheers us on. We/I love you!
2. The importance of habit. A lot of my difficulty the last few weeks has been an overwhelming amount of new demands in my life. New pressures in school, family life, and other areas of responsibility have made it hard for me to feel like giving Japanese a significant amount of energy. While my tactic of not dropping Kanji study, but scaling it back (sometimes as drastically as a 50new/day --> 10new/day change), has been a very good choice, I've backslid into losing my morning routine. Not having a set time/space/routine makes learning Japanese arduous instead of fun. It makes learning a pressure, instead of a joy. And nobody wants that.
3. Fixing the Problem. All of that said, I am still learning the Kanji, I'm back on a 50/day regimen, and I'm working to rebuild my morning habit. It takes a lot of self control to make myself to go to sleep so I can wake up early ("[Going to bed early] makes me feel like I'm missing out on life!" ~Lucky Star), but I'm a happier person, better study-er, and more pleasant husband when I do. In addition to rebuilding my habits, I'm returning to a regular work-out (exercise) schedule to stave off the feelings of anxiety/depression when periods of life such as this one hit. Regular, moderate exercise done weekly is extremely powerful in staving off those feelings, and increasing my energy level.
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Thanks for reading, and for your support. Fuwanovel is wonderful -- it's friendly, and full of people I respect and enjoy talking with. I love it. Thanks for being a part of my life, my Japanese quest, and my blog!
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Random Ryoji comment -- I still need to make my way to the fiction post you made. I've wanted to read it and send you a full review, but I haven't had the time I want to give to it. I feel guilty every time I log in or see it in my dayplanner, and wanted to at least get it off my chest that it's on my to-do.